For some reason, people have been saying "Tina, write something it will help". You see, for the last year I have been in a downward spiral. I have lost my mind, my sanity and strangely enough my ability to write. Within the last couple of days I have kind of found my voice again. Finding that I am needing to say things. Most of the time I would worry about what I say and opt not to say anything for fear of someone not liking it or someone criticizing it. Not this time. My mind just has too much shit in it right now to keep it all inside. I am going to make it a point to get to this every night, as I have a lot to say. Sometimes, it will be very meaningful. Other times it will be nonsense. It will be helpful I know this much.